I want to get my words out on this page,
Get the feelings floating out of my fingertips
Shed memories onto my lap
And make the page reek with thrill
I hate you.
I deliver these words so softly
On a heavy plate
Don’t excuse the fact that it is you I am talking about
Stretching my blades to your neck
Rubbing my skin on your flesh.
We are not worthy of each other,
Not deserving of the fatal blows of daggering words
You ain’t right
And I ain’t willing to compromise
Cos you ain’t worth shit, and maybe
Just maybe that’s arrogant of me,
To believe that I am worthy of more
More than what you can give to me
I hate you!
So I’ll serve you compliments of insults till
You get the hint,
Take the hint.
It’s a gift
From me,
To you.
Allow me wrap my hate in tissue paper
It’s fragile and kept safe
Guarded and boxed so when it hits the mail
You’ll sign for it
Open it and embrace me
In your loving arms, you’ll take me as I am
Not worthy but deserving,
Of you.
As you deserve me
But we ain’t made for one another
So my hate boxes your ego
And it slides out of your hand
Making love to the marble floor
Scattering glass pieces of my soul
Because I hate you and everything
About you.