She told herself it was time to leave
Leave notes in her memoir
Let the world read her memories
So the ink on the pages
Search through the eyes of her reflection
As she holds the choice to life to her head
She,
She’s tired
Tired of the bullshit story she tells herself
Uses to encourage the magnitude of her existence
Tired of the waterfalls in the night
Tired of the leaky eyes in the morning
Bagged up,
Cracked out,
Drugged veined body that she carries around
She’s so tired
Tired to the point where the doctors are spiraling their fingers around her depression
So tired
Where she can’t get a grip of what constitutes of the day
Tired
So tired that her feet aches but because she’s walked a mile for way too long she don’t feel the pain like before
They don’t burn in the wrong places any more.
They are too familiarized with the routine check of starvation
Not having the right soul food to nourish her mind
Quenching her thirst to sad reminders of her crowded loneliness
She’s tired
Tired of the sorry excuse that she made of her life
She’s strangling herself with the To Do List of tomorrow
But she ain’t certain if it will come
Let the bullet sit in the gaps of your brain
Make homes in your blood
Take rest in your silence
Allow it make ruffles in your ears
Take a breath
It’ll sink
Sink holes in your veins
Venture your system
To lurk in your thoughts
Pass through your worries
Pass through your stress
End the life in which you cannot make
By your hands alone
You,
You pull the trigger
You pull the trigger
Pulling it in and out
Up and down
Circling your options
Weighing every possible outcome to the gun
A machine
So small
Yet holds powers beyond measure
Hold stories told with one voice
In unison, they all scream
She’s left there
Scattered into small atomic particles
She’s left there
She’s left tattooing her bedroom floor with red runs of clot
Making droplet splurges form creative incentives
She lets the blood seep out of her head
Onto the floor
Onto the flower printed smiles on her dress
Pull the trigger
She’s tired
So lovely and touching. Keep it up dear
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Shes tired ,
Outstanding ……
You have a way with words
unique to the touch
Always be true to yourself
You will heal peoples souls
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