I don’t like medication but I’m for sure one to pop pills
Red pills
Blue pills
White pills
Black pills
Pink pills
Green pills
Purple pills
All these pills dancing in my mouth
Each one a different flavour,
Changing impacts
Yet the one thing that stays constant is my need to fade
No longer exist to feel this pain no one can understand
But when time will do what it does,
Pass me by and wave goodbye
I’ll simply come back to reality,
And press repeat because this hell has no pause
No moment to breath
Run for what can’t be seen by the eyes of another
The monsters that are bored of lurking in the dark.
So I crush these pills when their voices get loud
And their faces get clearer,
Smashing them to taste them strangely, hoping to have them dive into areas they don’t know
Play with parts of me I don’t use.
Still I take them in,
Transporting them to sectors of me just to simply
Not feel
Anything
At
All