Lonely as a motherfucker

 

I don’t seem to know how to lie about it anymore, I can’t seem to make it stop,

This constant sadness adding extra weight to me, I’m certain I’m not this fat in reality, 

I find that hours turned into days, and before I knew it, years had gone by, 

And I’m not sure if it’s too late and how people will take this but boy,

I’m sad as a motherfucker,

Lonely as a motherfucker,

Lost as a motherfucker,

Can’t seem to find the answers to questions I don’t remember asking,

For all the whys, whats and hows play around like children in my mind,

Screaming and dancing and smiling at this black sky,

Without a care in the world, the dawning of my situation has me saying,

I’m sad as a motherfucker,

Lonely as a motherfucker,

Lost as a motherfucker,

Can’t seem to find the answers to questions I know I didn’t fucking ask. 

One Comment Add yours

  1. Angel says:

    Hi Jayeola

    This is Brave and Beautiful
    Thankyou for shareing your Heart.

    Yes it is Burdensome, and it Weighs you down .
    May ongoing Healing come to you in Beautiful ways

    XXXX 🖤 💗 🖤

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